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Monthly Archives: December 2011
Glutton for Punishment – Part 4
A continuation from Glutton for Punishment – Part 3. A short while later, Toast and I moved to Arizona. While I was not well while we were there (due to issues with our roommate in our 1st apartment, and then … Continue reading
Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder, Uncategorized
Tagged anger, Arizona, borderline personality disorder, BPD, confusion, control, depression, dishonesty, Glutton for Punishment, Interpersonal relationship, Michigan, relationships, sadness, sex, sexual frustration, toxic relationships
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Glutton for Punishment – Part 3
A continuation from Glutton for Punishment – Part 2. Very shortly after P left, Toast came home and we had a tearful reunion, followed by uncomfortable sex, at least for me (This is when my issues with sex started. They … Continue reading
Glutton for Punishment – Part 2
A continuation from Glutton for Punishment – Part 1. When I had returned home from my trip to Ps, there were no plans for me going back there. We continued on with our relationship the way we had prior to … Continue reading
Glutton For Punishment – Part 1
I knew I was going to have to write this series of posts, and I knew that I would be doing it soon. I didnt know exactly when, because I didnt know how. Earlier, after Toast left for work, my … Continue reading
The Kreativ Blogger Award
Another award, yay, lol. I dont know why I enjoy these silly things so much but I do. They make me feel somewhat childlike, silly and kind of giddy, I like things that make me feel like a child, its … Continue reading
30 Days of Truth: Day 4
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for http://hope.gr/30-days-of-truth/ Even though I have, for the most part, forgiven my mom for everything that she said and did when we were children that led to my emotional/psychological issues, I still … Continue reading
Illness Update or My Stupid Mistake
So, I still feel like shit today, causing me to decide that this is definitely a bug, and not caused by the powdered tryptophan or Ativan withdrawal. While I still think that that is a definite possibility, I now can … Continue reading
Versatile Blogger Award – Round 2
Today I found out that I have been nominated by littleblacksandals and Snippets and Glimpses for the versatile blogger award, for the 2nd time (yay, go me, lol). Thanks you guys, and everyone, please do go check them out. … Continue reading
Posted in The Versatile Blogger Award, Uncategorized
Tagged anxiety, Blog, borderline personality disorder, Hair, Health, mental health, Shyness, social anxiety
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DBT Skills Training and My Poor Tummy
I think Ill write about my tummy troubles 1st, and then go back to yesterday and therapy. As you all know I take tryptophan, to help stave off the withdrawal symptoms from the Ativan, and also to help me sleep. … Continue reading
Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder, Uncategorized
Tagged anxiety, Ativan, Benzodiazepine withdrawal syndrome, borderline personality disorder, DBT, DBT Center of Michigan, Dialectical behavior therapy, distracting skills, Emetophobia, Lorazepam, mental health, Michigan, mindfulness, Rebecca Royston, self soothing skills, tryptophan, West Michigan, withdrawal
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30 Days of Truth: Day 3
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for http://hope.gr/30-days-of-truth/ Wow, in thinking about this one, I cant help but think of the many, many mistakes that I have made over the course of my almost 31 years here on … Continue reading
Posted in 30 Days of Truth, Uncategorized
Tagged affair, anxiety, borderline personality disorder, death, Forgiveness, loss of a dog, love, mental health, relationships, sex, social anxiety
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