Category Archives: Abuse

The Final Chapter in the Dr King Saga

Posted on October 18, 2011 by

Well, Its Tuesday, and I of course have not had time to post in a few days.  So I will probably be posting multiple posts, I apologize.  This is really starting to bother me.  I dont have the time to … Continue reading →

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What is the Appropriate Way to Bring Animal Cruelty to the Public Eye? – Part 2

Posted on October 1, 2011 by

Wednesday, my mom got home from work at about 2pm, and proceeded to start yelling with the objective of waking me up.  Seeing as to how Im rarely asleep before 5am, and I am extremely exhausted, my plan had been … Continue reading →

Posted in Abuse, Animal Cruelty, Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Depression, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 6 Comments

What is the Appropriate Way to Bring Animal Cruelty to the Public Eye? – Part 1

Posted on October 1, 2011 by

I have not had the time to post since Tuesday, which means that I am entirely way to overwhelmed and a complete wreck thinking about posting right now.  Which follows suit because I have pretty much been entirely way to … Continue reading →

Posted in Abuse, Anxiety, Beliefs, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Depression, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 5 Comments

Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 4

Posted on September 22, 2011 by

A continuation from Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 3 Jen called Toast to ask what had happened (sure that I had flipped out).  It must have been at the same time that Toast was on his way … Continue reading →

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Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 3

Posted on September 22, 2011 by

A Continuation from Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 2 This post (and the next) will be the hardest of the 4 for me to write.  I will be writing this from the second hand accounts that I … Continue reading →

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Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 2

Posted on September 21, 2011 by

A continuation from Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 1 Toast and I sat outside for what felt like for fucking ever.  I was extremely anxious and agitated, my legs bouncing all over the place, rocking back and … Continue reading →

Posted in Abuse, Addiction, Agitation, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Health, mental health, mental illness, OCD, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, Psychotherapy, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 8 Comments

Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 1

Posted on September 21, 2011 by

Oh my god, you guys are literally not going to believe what happened today, but I suppose that I should start at the beginning.  1st, I dont know if I was just extremely exhausted (as in even more extremely exhausted … Continue reading →

Posted in Abuse, Addiction, Agitation, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Health, mental health, mental illness, personality disorders, Psychotherapy, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 9 Comments

Monday – 4 Makes a Crowd

Posted on September 20, 2011 by

Molly (Nuerotherapy Associates of West Michigan) called at around 12pm to change my neurofeedback appointment time from 2pm to 1pm on Tuesday.  Our appointment with Becky (DBT Centers of Michigan) wasnt until 4pm, so I wasnt planning on getting up … Continue reading →

Posted in Abuse, Addiction, Agitation, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, DBT, Depression, Holistic Health, mental health, mental illness, personality disorders, Psychotherapy, reality, relationships, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

Therapy Monday

Posted on September 13, 2011 by

Things started off well enough yesterday.  I had my appointment with Becky (DBT Centers of Michigan).  I was anxious but no more so than usual.  We mostly talked about the events of Friday night.  We went through the entire thing.  … Continue reading →

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From Bad to Worse to Being Sedated and Subdued by Hospital Security – Part 4

Posted on September 12, 2011 by

Warning : The following 4 part post may be triggering for some individuals, content contains suicidal ideation and self harm.  I also ask that there be no judgement of me.  I am letting you take a look inside of my … Continue reading →

Posted in Abuse, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Beliefs, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Depression, mental health, mental illness, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, Phobias, reality, relationships, self harm, self injury, self mutilation, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 17 Comments