Category Archives: BPD and me

The Shadow That I Have Become

Posted on October 11, 2011 by

Warning: This post may be triggering for some individuals.  Content contains some mention of self harm, and suicidal ideation. Saturday morning, before Toast left for work, I did not kiss him, tell him I love him, or say goodbye to … Continue reading →

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The Woman Makes No Sense

Posted on October 7, 2011 by

Before getting to the actual topic of this post (which will be Dr King, yet again), I wanted to give you a brief update as to how Ive been since I last posted.  I finally forced myself to shower yesterday … Continue reading →

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Loving Someone with BPD

Posted on October 5, 2011 by

I dont have a whole lot to say today, but I thought I would give you an update anyway (because I probably wont have time to post tomorrow).  I have tried doing the exercises (DBT Self Help, Instant Mindfulness) that … Continue reading →

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Nuerofeedback and DBT

Posted on October 4, 2011 by

Yesterday I had both my nuerofeedback appointment with Molly (Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan) and my therapy appointment with Becky (DBT Centers of Michigan).  So, needless to say, it was a very anxious day for me. On top of all … Continue reading →

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Sex and ArtPrize

Posted on October 4, 2011 by

Sunday, my family (my dad, me, Toast, Jen, Matt and Ava) went to ArtPrize (Gabby was with her bio mom, and mom cant do that much walking, she needs new knees, so they werent able to go with us).  It … Continue reading →

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Exhaustion, Shopping and Hot Fudge

Posted on October 2, 2011 by

Friday, I woke to depression and severe agitation.  Toast came home and took the dogs out shortly after I got up, and he was telling about what he had done so far (who he had called and what he had … Continue reading →

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Hanging on the Edge of Sanity

Posted on October 2, 2011 by

Warning:  This post may be triggering for some individuals.  Content contains self harm and suicidal ideation. All day Thursday I felt completely drained, exhausted and overwhelmed.  My head was all over the place and I was most definitely not doing … Continue reading →

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What is the Appropriate Way to Bring Animal Cruelty to the Public Eye? – Part 2

Posted on October 1, 2011 by

Wednesday, my mom got home from work at about 2pm, and proceeded to start yelling with the objective of waking me up.  Seeing as to how Im rarely asleep before 5am, and I am extremely exhausted, my plan had been … Continue reading →

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What is the Appropriate Way to Bring Animal Cruelty to the Public Eye? – Part 1

Posted on October 1, 2011 by

I have not had the time to post since Tuesday, which means that I am entirely way to overwhelmed and a complete wreck thinking about posting right now.  Which follows suit because I have pretty much been entirely way to … Continue reading →

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Neurofeedback and Nine Inch Nails

Posted on September 28, 2011 by

I woke up today and looked at the clock.  It read 1:07pm.  Fuck, I jumped out of bed, not like I was running that late (I had planned on getting up at 1), but I did not need the extra … Continue reading →

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