Category Archives: Cocaine

Monday – Movie Rentals and Self Harm

Posted on September 7, 2011 by

Warning: This post may be triggering for some individuals, content contains description of self harm. I had planned on sleeping most of the day, seeing as to how I didnt get to sleep until 7am.  Thats not how it worked … Continue reading →

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Sunday – More Sexual Frustration, More Goth Chicks, and Yes, Cocaine

Posted on September 6, 2011 by

When I woke up Sunday, I was immediately struck by the feelings of emptiness, and of course the sexual frustration.  When I took a shower, I got myself off on the faucet to the bathtub, hoping desperately to head off … Continue reading →

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