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Crazy, Stupid, Love a.k.a. I am Completely Unstable, and Dont Know What to do
So, yesterday Toast and I were supposed to have this great day (I shouldve known better. Whenever I have high expectations, its pretty much inevitable that I will be disappointed). My sister and Matt had gone to the theater to … Continue reading
Posted in Agitation, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Art, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, DBT, Depression, Holistic Health, mental health, mental illness, Mother Issues, Movies, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, relationships, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal
Tagged addiction, agitation, anger, anxiety, Ativan, borderline personality disorder, BPD, Crazy Stupid Love, Emma Stone, emotionally unstable, empty, Lorazepam, mental health, mental illness, neurofeedback, overwhelmed, Panera Bread, panic, psychotherapy, rage, sister, suicidal ideation, suicide, tattoo artist, The Big C, The Notebook, Thor, Weeds, X-Men 1st Class
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My Shortest Post Ever
This will be my shortest post ever. I wasnt even planning on posting today, but then my mom just said something that I feel the need to vent over, but well get to that in a minute. Since I am … Continue reading
Posted in Abuse, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, mental health, mental illness, Mother Issues, personality disorders, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal
Tagged anxiety, Ativan, benzdiazepine withdrawal, benzodiazepines, borderline personality disorder, BPD, Diazepam, Family, Lorazepam, medication, mental health, mental illness, mother issues, Psychological abuse, Valium
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More on Mom Through Poetry
Last night, after Toast read yesterdays post, he started telling me how hes so proud of me. Which I of course didnt understand, what did I do that would make him proud? Why would anyone ever be proud of me? … Continue reading
Posted in Abuse, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Art, Beliefs, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, mental health, mental illness, Mother Issues, Obsession, personality disorders, poetry, prose, relationships, Uncategorized
Tagged abuse, anger, anxiety, Belief, borderline personality disorder, BPD, control, Disorders, emotional abuse, emotionally unstable, empty, Family, mental health, mental illness, Mother, mother issues, overwhelmed, pain, panic, poem, poetry, prose, Psychological abuse, self harm, self injury, self mutilation, Thought
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Are Emotional Abuse and Neglect Trauma?
Yes they are. I am living, breathing proof that they are. I do not care about any arguments to the contrary, no one will ever be able to convince me that they are not. They are, period, point blank. Why … Continue reading →