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Category Archives: Neurofeedback
Monday – The Return to Neurofeedback
Well, Ive had a hectic and stressful couple of days. Today hasnt been so bad, other than the fact that I feel like I have a million things to do, I just feel like I am way behind on everything, … Continue reading
Neurofeedback
Sunday night, I actually got myself to bed by 2am, that never happens. Of course I had a terrible time falling asleep, and then everyone kept waking me up all night. I hardly slept, doesnt that just figure? I actually … Continue reading
Ok, Lessons Learned, Can I Please Move on to Something Better Now
I havent had time to post in awhile, mostly because Im always at some type of therapy, so now I have to play catch up again, yay. I suppose well start with Monday, and my neurofeedback with Molly (Neurotherapy Associates … Continue reading
Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder, DBT, Neurofeedback, Uncategorized
Tagged anxiety, art, borderline personality disorder, BPD, DBT, DBT Centers of Michigan, Dialectical behavior therapy, Molly Raaymakers, neurofeedback, Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan, Rebecca Royston, self harm urges, Singing, suicidal urges
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Neurofeedback? Yes, I May be a Believer
Well, Im sick, which is awesome (yeah not, really though). A couple of days ago Toast started coughing uncontrollably. I told him he better not get me sick, but alas he (and my immune system) did not listen. Yesterday I … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, DBT, Neurofeedback, OCD, Uncategorized
Tagged anxiety, borderline personality disorder, BPD, DBT Centers of Michigan, EEG, mental health, Michigan, Molly Raaymakers, neurofeedback, Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan, Rebecca Royston, sick, social anxiety, Thought, United States of Tara, West Michigan, worsening anxiety at night
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Nuerofeedback and DBT
Yesterday I had both my nuerofeedback appointment with Molly (Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan) and my therapy appointment with Becky (DBT Centers of Michigan). So, needless to say, it was a very anxious day for me. On top of all … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, DBT, Neurofeedback, Psychotherapy, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal
Tagged addiction, anxiety, Ativan, Ativan withdrawal, Bones, borderline personality disorder, BPD, DBT Centers of Michigan, Dialectical behavior therapy, exhaustion, financial, GABA, Harvest Health, Lorazepam, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, Miss Nobody, Molly Raaymakers, neurofeedback, Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan, Nine Inch Nails, overwhelmed, poverty, psychotherapy, Rebecca Royston, Transformers 3, West Michigan, With Teeth
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Neurofeedback and Nine Inch Nails
I woke up today and looked at the clock. It read 1:07pm. Fuck, I jumped out of bed, not like I was running that late (I had planned on getting up at 1), but I did not need the extra … Continue reading
Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Holistic Health, Lyrics, mental health, Music, Neurofeedback, Uncategorized, Video Blogs, Vlogs
Tagged anxiety, borderline personality disorder, BPD, DBT Centers of Michigan, Health, Lyrics, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, Molly Raaymakers, Music, neurofeedback, Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan, Nine Inch Nails, Rebecca Royston, videos, West Michigan, With Teeth
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Tuesday – Neurofeedback
I had to get up at 11:30am, which I was not happy about (Im not usually up until 1 or 2pm). I was, of course, incredibly anxious the whole time I was getting ready and waiting to leave. At least … Continue reading
Posted in Addiction, Agitation, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Depression, Holistic Health, mental health, mental illness, Neurofeedback, personality disorders, Science, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal
Tagged addiction, agitation, anxiety, Ativan, Ativan withdrawal, benzodiazepine withdrawal, borderline personality disorder, BPD, DBT Centers of Michigan, depression, Dr Carolyn King, Health, Holistic health, inflammation, Integrated Psychiatric Medicine, Lorazepam, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, Molly Raaymakers, neurofeedback, Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan, Rebecca Royston, West Michigan
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