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Neurofeedback? Yes, I May be a Believer
Well, Im sick, which is awesome (yeah not, really though). A couple of days ago Toast started coughing uncontrollably. I told him he better not get me sick, but alas he (and my immune system) did not listen. Yesterday I … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, DBT, Neurofeedback, OCD, Uncategorized
Tagged anxiety, borderline personality disorder, BPD, DBT Centers of Michigan, EEG, mental health, Michigan, Molly Raaymakers, neurofeedback, Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan, Rebecca Royston, sick, social anxiety, Thought, United States of Tara, West Michigan, worsening anxiety at night
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Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 2
A continuation from Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 1 Toast and I sat outside for what felt like for fucking ever. I was extremely anxious and agitated, my legs bouncing all over the place, rocking back and … Continue reading
Posted in Abuse, Addiction, Agitation, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Health, mental health, mental illness, OCD, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, Psychotherapy, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal
Tagged addiction, agitation, anger, anxiety, Ativan, borderline personality disorder, BPD, control, cop car, DBT Centers of Michigan, Dr Carolyn King, emotionally unstable, Family, fear of talking on the phone, Fuck, Health, Intergrated Psychiatric Medicine, Lorazepam, mental health, mental illness, overwhelmed, panic, paranioa, police, psychiatrist, psychotherapy, rage, Rebecca Royston, repetive thoughts, Satan, sister
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Music, OCD, and Pandora Radio
I decided to add a small dose (1/4mg) of Ativan between my 2nd and 3rd doses yesterday, and I didnt experience as much irritability and agitation last night (I did make it to bed by 2am again, by the way). … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Beliefs, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, eating disorders, mental health, mental illness, Music, OCD, personality disorders, poetry, prose, reality, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized
Tagged addiction, agitation, anxiety, Ativan, Ativan withdrawal, borderline personality disorder, BPD, calories, control, Disorders, emotionally unstable, invention, irritability, Lorazepam, medication, mental health, mental illness, money, Music, neurotic, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, OCD, Pandora, Pandora Media, Pandora Radio, poem, poetry, prose, self hatred, side effects of Ativan, tattoo artist, weight gain, wieght loss
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