Category Archives: Phobias

The Art of Complaining

Posted on December 26, 2011 by

I need to vent about a couple of things.  Im feeling the urgent need to rip all of my skin right off, so I figured I should probably get some of this out.  1st, I was talking to my mom … Continue reading →

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Comment Troll

Posted on December 22, 2011 by

A couple of days ago I received a comment on my post Back to the Present – Emetophobia that read, “you’re an asshole. I hope you puke yourself to death”.  I deleted this comment, and didnt think to much about it … Continue reading →

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Tuesday – Full Force Meltdown

Posted on December 21, 2011 by

A continuation from Monday – My Mind Begins to Melt. Tuesday, I again awoke to find both of my parents here, and still no little girls to be seen.  Mom told me that Matt was home with them again.  With each … Continue reading →

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Sunday – The Prelude

Posted on December 21, 2011 by

I havent had time to post since Sunday, and my last post (Back to the Present – Emetophobia) kind of left everything up in the air.  I suppose I should just start right where I left off, which would be Sunday … Continue reading →

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Back to the Present – Emetophobia

Posted on December 18, 2011 by

Warning: This post may have a triggering affect on some individuals.  Content contains suicidal ideation. Last night Jen called to ask what we are going to do about Monday?  I said that I didnt know.  She asked where it was … Continue reading →

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What is a Phobia, Truly?

Posted on December 17, 2011 by

Phobias are irrational and excessive anxieties triggered by an imaginary or exaggerated fear of an object or situation. Simple fears become phobias when a person goes to extreme lengths to avoid the distressing object or situation. (http://www.medindia.net/patients/patientinfo/phobias.htm) General Diagnostic Criteria … Continue reading →

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Phobias: The Most Irrational of All Fears

Posted on December 16, 2011 by

I dont know of any kind of fear that can turn an otherwise intelligent adult into a completely irrational, unreasonable child the way a phobia does.  If youve never had a phobia, thank your lucky stars, but there is absolutely … Continue reading →

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Sex and ArtPrize

Posted on October 4, 2011 by

Sunday, my family (my dad, me, Toast, Jen, Matt and Ava) went to ArtPrize (Gabby was with her bio mom, and mom cant do that much walking, she needs new knees, so they werent able to go with us).  It … Continue reading →

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Sunday – The Dreaded Text and Phone Call

Posted on September 20, 2011 by

I was going to post yesterday, after our appointment with Becky (DBT Centers of Michigan), but I was just entirely too drained.  So now, again, I am left with way to much to post, and am quite overwhelmed.  I think … Continue reading →

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I Feel Like Im going to F*cking Break

Posted on September 17, 2011 by

I havent much to share today, so this post should be fairly short (probably a much needed break from my usually very long and wordy posts).  Im feeling extremely depressed, empty and alone today.  I dont think I will see … Continue reading →

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