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The Final Chapter in the Dr King Saga
Well, Its Tuesday, and I of course have not had time to post in a few days. So I will probably be posting multiple posts, I apologize. This is really starting to bother me. I dont have the time to … Continue reading
Posted in Abuse, Borderline Personality Disorder, Psychotherapy, Uncategorized
Tagged anger, anxiety, Ativan, Benzodiazepine withdrawal syndrome, borderline personality disorder, BPD, Diazepam, Dr Carolyn King, Integrated Psychiatric Medicine, Lorazepam, mental health, mental illness, Valium, withdrawal
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The Woman Makes No Sense
Before getting to the actual topic of this post (which will be Dr King, yet again), I wanted to give you a brief update as to how Ive been since I last posted. I finally forced myself to shower yesterday … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, mental health, mental illness, Psychotherapy, reality, Uncategorized
Tagged agitation, anger, anxiety, Ativan, borderline personality disorder, BPD, depression, Dialectical behavior therapy, Dr Carolyn King, Integrated Psychiatric Medicine, Lorazepam, medical records, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, overwhelmed, psychiatrist, psychotherapy, reality
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Loving Someone with BPD
I dont have a whole lot to say today, but I thought I would give you an update anyway (because I probably wont have time to post tomorrow). I have tried doing the exercises (DBT Self Help, Instant Mindfulness) that … Continue reading
Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, DBT, Psychotherapy, Side Effects of Ativan, Withdrawal
Tagged addiction, agitation, anger, anxiety, Ativan, Benzodiazepine withdrawal syndrome, borderline personality disorder, BPD, compulsive overeating, control, DBT Centers of Michigan, Dialectical behavior therapy, Emotion, emotional dysregulation, ice cream, Lorazepam, Loving Someone with Borderline Personality Disorder, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, mindfulness, Rebecca Royston, Shari Y. Manning
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Nuerofeedback and DBT
Yesterday I had both my nuerofeedback appointment with Molly (Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan) and my therapy appointment with Becky (DBT Centers of Michigan). So, needless to say, it was a very anxious day for me. On top of all … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, DBT, Neurofeedback, Psychotherapy, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal
Tagged addiction, anxiety, Ativan, Ativan withdrawal, Bones, borderline personality disorder, BPD, DBT Centers of Michigan, Dialectical behavior therapy, exhaustion, financial, GABA, Harvest Health, Lorazepam, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, Miss Nobody, Molly Raaymakers, neurofeedback, Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan, Nine Inch Nails, overwhelmed, poverty, psychotherapy, Rebecca Royston, Transformers 3, West Michigan, With Teeth
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I Am Not Me Anymore, I Do Not Exist
After I posted and went through my email last night, I got off the computer and just laid in bed. It was after 8pm, so I knew that I would have to text Becky (DBT Centers of Michigan) as soon … Continue reading
Posted in Agitation, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, DBT, Depression, eating disorders, mental health, mental illness, Movies, personality disorders, Psychotherapy, reality, relationships, Uncategorized
Tagged agitation, anger, anxiety, borderline personality disorder, BPD, Bridesmaids movie, DBT, DBT Centers of Michigan, depression, Dialectical behavior therapy, empty, failure, fear of talking on the phone, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, overwhelmed, panic, Rebecca Royston, social anxiety, suicidal ideation, tattoo artist
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Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 4
A continuation from Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 3 Jen called Toast to ask what had happened (sure that I had flipped out). It must have been at the same time that Toast was on his way … Continue reading
Posted in Abuse, Addiction, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Health, mental health, mental illness, personality disorders, Psychotherapy, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal
Tagged abuse of power, addiction, anger, anxiety, Ativan, Benzodiazepine withdrawal syndrome, borderline personality disorder, BPD, community mental health, control, Dr Carolyn King, Family, Health, inpatient facility, Integrated Psychiatric Medicine, Lorazepam, mental health, mental illness, narcissistic personality disorder, Network 180, overwhelmed, panic, paranioa, Pine Rest, police, psychiatric hospital, psychiatrist, Psychiatry, psychotherapy, sister
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Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 3
A Continuation from Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 2 This post (and the next) will be the hardest of the 4 for me to write. I will be writing this from the second hand accounts that I … Continue reading
Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 2
A continuation from Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 1 Toast and I sat outside for what felt like for fucking ever. I was extremely anxious and agitated, my legs bouncing all over the place, rocking back and … Continue reading
Posted in Abuse, Addiction, Agitation, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Health, mental health, mental illness, OCD, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, Psychotherapy, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal
Tagged addiction, agitation, anger, anxiety, Ativan, borderline personality disorder, BPD, control, cop car, DBT Centers of Michigan, Dr Carolyn King, emotionally unstable, Family, fear of talking on the phone, Fuck, Health, Intergrated Psychiatric Medicine, Lorazepam, mental health, mental illness, overwhelmed, panic, paranioa, police, psychiatrist, psychotherapy, rage, Rebecca Royston, repetive thoughts, Satan, sister
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Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 1
Oh my god, you guys are literally not going to believe what happened today, but I suppose that I should start at the beginning. 1st, I dont know if I was just extremely exhausted (as in even more extremely exhausted … Continue reading
Posted in Abuse, Addiction, Agitation, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Health, mental health, mental illness, personality disorders, Psychotherapy, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal
Tagged addiction, agitation, anger, anxiety, Ativan, Ativan tolerance, Benzodiazepine withdrawal syndrome, borderline personality disorder, BPD, breathe right strips, control, DBT Centers of Michigan, detox, Dr Carolyn King, Family, Insomnia, Integrated Psychiatric Medicine, Lorazepam, magnesium, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, Molly Raaymakers, Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan, overwhelmed, Pine Rest, psychotherapy, Rebecca Royston, sister, Sleep, social anxiety, Turning Point, West Michigan
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Monday – 4 Makes a Crowd
Molly (Nuerotherapy Associates of West Michigan) called at around 12pm to change my neurofeedback appointment time from 2pm to 1pm on Tuesday. Our appointment with Becky (DBT Centers of Michigan) wasnt until 4pm, so I wasnt planning on getting up … Continue reading
Posted in Abuse, Addiction, Agitation, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, DBT, Depression, Holistic Health, mental health, mental illness, personality disorders, Psychotherapy, reality, relationships, Side Effects of Ativan, Uncategorized, Withdrawal
Tagged addiction, agitation, anger, anxiety, Ativan, benzodiazepine withdrawal, Big C, borderline personality disorder, BPD, DBT Cente, depression, emotionally unstable, Family, invalidation, Lorazepam, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, Molly Raaymakers, Monk, Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan, overwhelmed, panic, psychotherapy, rage, Rebecca Royston, sister, Sleep, social anxiety, suicidal ideation, validation, Weeds, West Michigan
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