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Obviously I Need A Break

Posted on July 26, 2011 by gypsy116

Last night, Im not sure exactly what my deal was, but apparently I was just way to overwhelmed. We watched Weeds and The Big C, and then were going to watch the last 2 episodes of season 5 of Bones … Continue reading →

Posted in Addiction, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Depression, eating disorders, mental health, mental illness, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, reality, relationships, self harm, self injury, self mutilation, Showtime shows, Television programs, Uncategorized, United States of Tara, United States of Tara cancellation | Tagged addiction, agitation, Amazon, anxiety, Big C, binging, Bones, borderline personality disorder, BPD, control, depressed, depression, Disorders, drug abuse, drugs, emotionally unstable, empty, exhaustion, fear of abandonment, Insomnia, mental health, mental illness, Netflix, overwhelmed, panic, paranioa, pathetic, self harm, self injury, self mutilation, sister, Sleep, Substance abuse, Television, United States of Tara, Weeds | 4 Comments

Happy Birthday Toast

Posted on July 18, 2011 by gypsy116

Our family decided to go bowling yesterday to celebrate Toasts birthday (it was actually the 7th, but yesterday was the 1st day that everyone would be able to attend). We thought about going to the Detroit Zoo, but thought it … Continue reading →

Posted in Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Art, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, DBT, Depression, general life, Health, mental health, mental illness, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, Psychotherapy, reality, relationships, Showtime shows, Side Effects of Ativan, Television programs, Uncategorized | Tagged anger, anxiety, anxoius, Ativan, birthday, Bones, borderline personality disorder, bowling, bowling alley, BPD, cake and ice cream, control, DBT, DBT Centers of Michigan, depressed, depression, Detroit Zoo, Dialectical behavior therapy, diary cards, difficulty breathing, Disorders, dizziness, emotionally unstable, empty, exhaustion, Family, feel like Im dying inside, grill, hard time focusing, Health, I am not fine, ignoring, Insomnia, Lorazepam, marriage, medication, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, mood, nausea, nerves, nervous, nothing is fine, on the verge of tears, overwhelmed, panic, pissy mood, psychotherapy, rage, Real L Word, Rebecca Royston, relationship, repression of anxiety, short, sister, Sleep, snappy, social anxiety, swimming, The Big C, therapy, True Blood, wasted time, Weeds | 4 Comments

Warning: Still in the Realm of Delirium, and its Passing Will Be Sorely Missed

Posted on June 14, 2011 by gypsy116

My sister finally talked to someone from the doctors office this morning. They said to discontinue the Ativan all together, and supposedly someone will can me tomorrow morning with further instructions, as to what we are to do, med wise. … Continue reading →

Posted in Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Art, Beliefs, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Depression, general life, Health, mental health, mental illness, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, philosophy, Psychotherapy, reality, relationships, sex, Sexual Identity, Sexual orientation, Showtime shows, Side Effects of Ativan, society, Television programs, Uncategorized | Tagged addiction, alcohol, anger, anxiety, anxoius, ashamed, beliefs, bisexual, borderline personality disorder, BPD, BPD blogs, censorship, censorship is wrong, cocaine, connection, control, crying, delirious, delirium, depressed, depression, Dialectical behavior therapy, Disorders, dizzy, embarrassed, emotinal connection, emotionally unstable, exhaustion, Family, freedom, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, hallucinogens, Health, horny, Insomnia, let my freak flag fly, Lorazepam, loss of coordi, LSD, marriage, medication, memory problems, mental health, mental illness, offense, oral sex, orgasm, pansexual, personality disorders, positive infuence, psychiatrist, psychotherapy, queasy, Real L Word, reality, reltationship, sex, sexual identity, sexual issues, Sexual orientation, sexuality, Showtime, side effects of Ativan, sister, Sleep, social anxiety, societies view on sex, society, Television, unaware of reality, uncomfortable, Whitney Mixter | 3 Comments

Is Love Only Sweeter When One of us Dies

Posted on June 7, 2011 by gypsy116

Warning: This post may be triggering for some individuals. Content contains graphic description of self harm, and some suicidal ideation. Last night, after I got off the computer, I again laid in bed and stared at the wall. Again I … Continue reading →

Posted in Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD Blogs, Depression, eating disorders, general life, Health, Lyrics, mental health, mental illness, Music, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, Phobias, poetry, Psychotherapy, reality, relationships, self harm, self injury, self mutilation, Showtime shows, Songs, Television programs, Uncategorized, United States of Tara, United States of Tara cancellation | Tagged abandonment issues, abyss, addiction, agitation, anger, anxiety, anxoius, bawl, binging, Blood, borderline personality disorder, BPD, BPD blogs, Brie Larson, Burlingame Dairy Dip, cancellation of United States of Tara, comfort, compulsive over eating, computer, control, coping, cry, decision, depressed, depression, despair, devastation, Disorders, Eat me drink me, eating disorders, emotional triggers, emotionally sensitive, emotionally unstable, empathy, emptiness, empty, Family, fear of abandonment, hatred, Health, hopelessness, I want to feel something, ice cream, ignored, incapable of feeling, Insomnia, irrational, issues, Just A Car Crash Away, Kate Gregson, Kier Gilchrist, Lionel Trane, loss of faith, love, Marilyn Manson, marriage, marriage to a person with Borderline Personality Disorder, Marshall Gregson, mental health, mental illness, Michael J. Willett, New York City, no resolution, not fair, overwhelmed, panic, panic attack, paranioa, poetry, protest the cancellation of United States of Tara, psychological triggers, psychotherapy, racing thoughts, rage, Razor, razor blade, relationship, sadness, self harm, self hate, self hatred, self injury, self mutilation, self worth, Showtime, Showtime Networks, sickening, Sleep, social anxiety, suicidal ideation, suicide, surreal, Tara Gregson, therapy, Toni Collette, United States of Tara, wounds | Leave a comment

What the Hell is Going On Here?

Posted on June 6, 2011 by gypsy116

Yesterday, after I finished posting, I didnt want to get off the computer because I didnt want to be alone inside of my head. I checked my email, and then did some more research on Ativan. Honestly to me it … Continue reading →

Posted in Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD Blogs, Depression, eating disorders, general life, Health, mental health, mental illness, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, Phobias, Psychotherapy, reality, relationships, self harm, self injury, self mutilation, sex, Sexual Identity, Sexual orientation, Showtime shows, Suicide, Television programs, Uncategorized | Tagged addiction, agitation, anger, anxiety, anxoius, Ativan, binging, bisexual, borderline personality disorder, BPD, BPD blog, BPD therapists, cocaine, compulsive over eating, control, DBT, DBT groups, depressed, depression, desire, despair, Dialectical Behavioral Therapy, Disorders, drugs, email, emotional pain, emotionally unstable, empty, friends, girlfriend, Grand Rapids, Health, husband, I want to feel alive, internet, irrational, lesbians, lie, Lorazepam, marriage, medication, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, no escape, overwhelmed, panic, Pansexuality, paranioa, promise, psychotherapy, rage, razor blade, relationship, research, self harm, self injury, self mutilation, sex, sexual frustration, shaving razor, Showtime, social anxiety, suicide, tattoos, tension, The Real L Word, therapy, wasting time, weight gain, Whitney Mixter | 5 Comments

On Tara, and My Mood

Posted on May 28, 2011 by gypsy116

Thursday night, Toast and I watched this weeks episode of United States of Tara (again) and when it was over I became really depressed. I had not told him about the cancellation yet because I knew that I would cry … Continue reading →

Posted in Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD Blogs, general life, mental health, mental illness, personality disorders, Showtime shows, Television programs, Uncategorized, United States of Tara, United States of Tara cancellation | Tagged addiction, agita, anger, anxiety, anxoius, Arizona, art, attachment, bawling, binging, borderline personality disorder, BPD, buying a house, comfort, cry, crying, darkness, death, depressed, depression, despair, Dexter, Diagnosis, Disorders, drug abuse, drugs, emotional issues, emotionally distraught, emotionally unstable, empty, exhaustion, Family, Feeling, friends, frustration, Health, helpless, helplessness, hopeless, hopelessness, isolation, marriage, mental health, mental illness, mood, negative impact on mood, overwhelmed, panic, panic attack, Physical symptoms of depression, poaitive impact on mood, powerless, psychological issues, Showtime, sister, social anxiety, Substance abuse, television program, Toni Collette, trust, truth, TV, United States of Tara, United States of Tara cancellation | 7 Comments

United States of Tara Cancellation

Posted on May 26, 2011 by gypsy116

Depression is still high. Anxiety is still high. Im having a lot of physical symptoms. Last night my throat and my ear started to hurt, I dont know if Im getting sick yet again, or if its from lack of … Continue reading →

Posted in Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD Blogs, general life, mental health, mental illness, personality disorders, Showtime shows, Uncategorized, United States of Tara, United States of Tara cancellation | Tagged addiction, anger, anxiety, anxoius, bawling, blood sugar, borderline personality disorder, BPD, brain fog, crying, depressed, depression, depths of despair, despair, devastation, DID, Disorders, Dissociative Identity Disorder, emotionally unstable, empty, exhaustion, Family, happy, Health, Insomnia, memory problems, mental health, mental illness, mental illness community, niece, overwhelmed, Physical symptoms of depression, Showtime, Showtime shows, sister, Sleep, tears, television program, Toni Collette, TV show, United States of Tara, United States of Tara cancellation, video on demand | 10 Comments

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