Pages
-
Recent Posts
Archives
dates of posts
-
Blog Stats
- 71,655 hits
Blogroll
- "You know your borderline when…"
- …But Shes Crazy
- 42nd Chance
- A Hot Night in Joon
- aloeverasol
- Amazing Lucidity
- And so it begins…
- Angels Blog
- areelingmind
- As the Pendulum Swings
- awakeningpsyche
- Berlin Chair
- Beyond Meds
- Beyond the Strom…
- Borderline girl lives here
- BPD is stil lme
- Creating Within
- cribbings
- Day In The Life Of A Busy Gal…
- Diary of a cheating whore
- Diary of a Sagittarius
- Effortlessly Perfect
- elizadolly
- Everyone has a story
- Fiona
- Half way between the gutter and the stars
- Hello Sailor
- Hope in sad endings
- Hotel Muse
- How Kaycee Got Her Flow Back
- http://mmstores.wordpress.com/
- I am for change
- I was just thinking…
- If Only
- In Trinzic Value
- into mind
- Into the heart
- Journal of a mad man
- katieinwonderlandx
- Kissing the cockroach
- Le Clown On Fire
- little black sandals saved my life today
- Lollirot
- looking for a purpose
- Lost in the winterness
- Love and a six-foot leash
- Love Sex and Marriage
- Lucid View
- maggirmaeijustsaythis
- Mew Tube
- Mindfuckery
- Miss Mental Health
- Mm172001
- My Life As A Basketcase
- My Own Private Universe
- myendlessreasons
- Nicole and Gwendolyn
- Not Quite Dead
- On the border
- Organized Chaos
- Overcoming Self Destruction
- Panic Monster
- Peace the consciousness, the transistoriness, your existence
- PHUKTNEUROTIC
- Pride in maddness
- Ramblings of My BPD and Recovery
- Recovery Roundabouts
- Sarah on the go
- Scattered Freathers, Answered Chaos
- Seriosome
- sessions along the meandering mind
- Sex thisyear
- She Shine On
- Slightly Disordered
- snippets and glimpses
- Struggling with bipolar
- Sunny with a chance of armageddon
- Tales of a charm city chick
- The Agoraphobic Blog
- The Art of Making it Out Alive
- The Bipolar Place
- The Demons of My Insane Sanity
- The Dissemination of Thought
- The life you save may be your own
- The Mirth of Despair
- The Secret Life of a Call Girl
- The Tale of My Heart
- Thee Truth Is
- Untitled Moments
- Ventose
- Weathering the Storm: Overcoming Bipolar Disorder
- What is depression?
- Wildflowers Movement
Categories
- 10 Day You Challenge
- 30 Day Challenge
- 30 Days of Truth
- Abuse
- Addiction
- Agitation
- Alphabet Soundtrack
- Animal Cruelty
- Anxiety
- Anxiety Disorders
- Art
- ArtPrize
- Beliefs
- Blog for Mental Health 2012
- Blogger of the Month Award
- Borderline Personality Disorder
- BPD and me
- BPD Blogs
- Brandon Marshall and BPD
- Christmas
- Cocaine
- comments
- community mental health
- DBT
- Depression
- Dreams
- eating disorders
- Energy
- general life
- Health
- Holidays
- Holistic Health
- Infertility
- Kreativ Blogger Award
- Liebster Blog Award
- Lyrics
- mental health
- Mental Health Disability
- mental illness
- Mother Issues
- Movies
- Music
- Neurofeedback
- Obsession
- OCD
- Panic Disorders
- personality disorders
- philosophy
- Phobias
- Pit Bull
- poetry
- prose
- Psychotherapy
- reality
- relationships
- Religion
- Science
- self harm
- self injury
- self mutilation
- sex
- Sexual Identity
- Sexual orientation
- Showtime shows
- Side Effects of Ativan
- society
- Songs
- Spitituality
- Sports
- Substance Abuse
- Suicide
- Tattoos
- Television programs
- Tell Me About Yourself Award
- Thanksgiving
- The Versatile Blogger Award
- The Very Inspiring Blogger Award
- Uncategorized
- United States of Tara
- United States of Tara cancellation
- Vacation
- Vetinary Medicine
- Video Blogs
- Vlogs
- Wicca
- Withdrawal
- Zoos
Tags
addiction agitation anger anxiety anxoius Ativan borderline personality disorder BPD control DBT Centers of Michigan depressed depression Dialectical behavior therapy Disorders emotionally unstable empty exhaustion Family Health Insomnia Lorazepam medication mental health mental illness Michigan money Music overwhelmed panic panic attack paranioa poverty psychotherapy rage Rebecca Royston self harm self injury self mutilation sex sister Sleep social anxiety suicide therapy ThoughtMeta
Through My Eyes: Adventures in Borderline Land
Category Archives: United States of Tara
Obviously I Need A Break
Last night, Im not sure exactly what my deal was, but apparently I was just way to overwhelmed. We watched Weeds and The Big C, and then were going to watch the last 2 episodes of season 5 of Bones … Continue reading
Posted in Addiction, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Depression, eating disorders, mental health, mental illness, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, reality, relationships, self harm, self injury, self mutilation, Showtime shows, Television programs, Uncategorized, United States of Tara, United States of Tara cancellation
Tagged addiction, agitation, Amazon, anxiety, Big C, binging, Bones, borderline personality disorder, BPD, control, depressed, depression, Disorders, drug abuse, drugs, emotionally unstable, empty, exhaustion, fear of abandonment, Insomnia, mental health, mental illness, Netflix, overwhelmed, panic, paranioa, pathetic, self harm, self injury, self mutilation, sister, Sleep, Substance abuse, Television, United States of Tara, Weeds
4 Comments
I Hate Everyone and Everything
Warning: This post may be triggering for some individuals, contains mention of suicidal ideation and intent. Before going to yesterdays appointment at the DBT Center of Michigan, I did take the other 1/2 of the Ativan tablet. I wanted to … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety, Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Depression, general life, Health, mental health, mental illness, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, Psychotherapy, reality, relationships, Side Effects of Ativan, Suicide, Television programs, Uncategorized, United States of Tara
Tagged addiction, ambivalence, anger, anxiety, anxoius, Ativan, Ativan abuse, borderline personality disorder, BPD, childlike behavior, commit suicide, control, DBT, DBT Centers of Michigan, depressed, depression, Dialectical Behavioral Therapy, Disorders, emotional triggers, emotionally unstable, empty, exhaustion, hate, Health, hopeless, I hate my life, Lorazepam, marriage, medication, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, motivation, Netflix, overwhelmed, provoke, psychological triggers, psychotherapy, rage, Real L Word, self hate, self hatred, Sleep, So You Think You Can Dance, suicidal ideation, suicidal intent, suicide, suicide plan, therapy, unforgivable, United States of Tara, Walmart
3 Comments
Is Love Only Sweeter When One of us Dies
Warning: This post may be triggering for some individuals. Content contains graphic description of self harm, and some suicidal ideation. Last night, after I got off the computer, I again laid in bed and stared at the wall. Again I … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD Blogs, Depression, eating disorders, general life, Health, Lyrics, mental health, mental illness, Music, Panic Disorders, personality disorders, Phobias, poetry, Psychotherapy, reality, relationships, self harm, self injury, self mutilation, Showtime shows, Songs, Television programs, Uncategorized, United States of Tara, United States of Tara cancellation
Tagged abandonment issues, abyss, addiction, agitation, anger, anxiety, anxoius, bawl, binging, Blood, borderline personality disorder, BPD, BPD blogs, Brie Larson, Burlingame Dairy Dip, cancellation of United States of Tara, comfort, compulsive over eating, computer, control, coping, cry, decision, depressed, depression, despair, devastation, Disorders, Eat me drink me, eating disorders, emotional triggers, emotionally sensitive, emotionally unstable, empathy, emptiness, empty, Family, fear of abandonment, hatred, Health, hopelessness, I want to feel something, ice cream, ignored, incapable of feeling, Insomnia, irrational, issues, Just A Car Crash Away, Kate Gregson, Kier Gilchrist, Lionel Trane, loss of faith, love, Marilyn Manson, marriage, marriage to a person with Borderline Personality Disorder, Marshall Gregson, mental health, mental illness, Michael J. Willett, New York City, no resolution, not fair, overwhelmed, panic, panic attack, paranioa, poetry, protest the cancellation of United States of Tara, psychological triggers, psychotherapy, racing thoughts, rage, Razor, razor blade, relationship, sadness, self harm, self hate, self hatred, self injury, self mutilation, self worth, Showtime, Showtime Networks, sickening, Sleep, social anxiety, suicidal ideation, suicide, surreal, Tara Gregson, therapy, Toni Collette, United States of Tara, wounds
Leave a comment
