Category Archives: Vetinary Medicine

Confliction and Time Constraints

I was not going to post today because I did not have time, but Im not doing very well and I feel like I need to post.  I feel like I need to get some of the stuff inside of … Continue reading

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Sick Kitties :(

Im feeling very overwhelmed again.  I could feel the emptiness beginning to creep its way back in last night, although I wasnt quite sure why.  Possibly it had something to do with Toasts mood yesterday, he wasnt in the best … Continue reading

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The Past Few Days – Part 2

To continue where I left off yesterday, I was starting to have strong feelings of determination, and the desire to change.  My mood however, continued to be quite unstable for most of the day (Tuesday).  We had a vet appointment … Continue reading

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She Burns Alive

Toast wrote a poem about us yesterday, after the other nights “episode”.  I though I would share it to give you another perspective, and just because I like it, it made me cry as his poems always do. She Burns … Continue reading

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Its a Great Big White World, and we are Drained of our Colors

Sorry to use that Marilyn Manson line in such a cheesy fashion, but blah… Do you see what I mean? Its freezing, everything is closed, and the front doors woulndt open this morning.  Luckily the back door opens in, otherwise … Continue reading

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