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Mental Illness? Diagnosis? What are your thoughts?
A couple of things have happened recently that got me thinking. Thinking for me, much of the time means posting as well, so now I have a couple of things that I want to talk about. I was reading a … Continue reading
Gravity
I had skills training group (DBT Centers of Michigan) yesterday. Thanks to being sick and the Ativan withdrawal (which is somewhat better. I dont feel as physically sick, but I still get shaky, and my brain still does not function … Continue reading
Update
Im still feeling really depressed, I dont think thats going anywhere soon (I think the exhaustion is playing a large part in it). And I am still struggling with the issues that I “vented” about earlier but after talking to … Continue reading
No one care about my pain, or the effect of depression – I dont care
Last night Toast read my posts from yesterday, and he had nothing to say. I just wanted him to care, maybe validate my feelings. Nothing. Dexter left the room because I was upset, and he hates it when Im upset. … Continue reading
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Tagged borderline personality disorder, BPD, depression, Disorders, mental health, mood
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Blogger of the Month Award – January
Last month Day in the life of a Busy Gal… awarded me the Blogger of the Month Award. The only requirement for accepting this award is to give it to another blogger the next month. So, this post is to … Continue reading
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Tagged Award, beautiful soul, Blog, Blogger, borderline personality disorder, BPD, caring, Disorders, eating disorder, friend, honesty, mental health, Site Award
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More Awards!
I have been nominated for the Versatile Blogger Award by Prozac at Mindfuckery, and elizadolly. I have also been nominated for the Tell Me About Yourself Award by elizadolly, as well. Thanks you guys, please stop by there blogs and … Continue reading
30 Days of Truth: Day 6
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do http://hope.gr/30-days-of-truth/ Something I hope I never have to do? Hmmm, let me think on this a minute, thats a hard one. Im sure there are many things that I would … Continue reading
30 Days of Truth: Day 1
Day 1: Something you hate about yourself http://hope.gr/30-days-of-truth/ This is so hard. Although I am trying my damndest to learn not to, I hate just about everything about me on some level. Theres the obvious things, like the fact that … Continue reading
What is a Phobia, Truly?
Phobias are irrational and excessive anxieties triggered by an imaginary or exaggerated fear of an object or situation. Simple fears become phobias when a person goes to extreme lengths to avoid the distressing object or situation. (http://www.medindia.net/patients/patientinfo/phobias.htm) General Diagnostic Criteria … Continue reading
From Bad to Worse to Being Sedated and Subdued by Hospital Security – Part 1
Warning : The following 4 part post may be triggering for some individuals, content contains suicidal ideation and self harm. I also ask that there be no judgement of me. I am letting you take a look inside of my … Continue reading
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