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That Tricky Little Thing Called Trust
I didnt have the best day yesterday and Im not feeling real great today, either physically and psychologically/emotionally. I suppose I should start at the beginning. I had skills training group (DBT Centers of Michigan) yesterday. Being that it was … Continue reading
Im Still Empty
“Ive come to the realization that I need to stop trying so damn hard, but at the same time, I need to try a hell of a lot harder.” – Unfortunately right now, I dont feel like trying at all. … Continue reading
Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder
Tagged Blind Melon, borderline personality disorder, BPD, depression, empty, Goo Goo Dolls, Iris, Lyrics, Medium (TV series), Music, music video, Name, Netflix, No Rain
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I Want To Be The One To Save You
I want to be the one to save you beautiful child bright light hidden under a darkness a darkness that I know so well in you I see myself in you I see my hell and I just want to … Continue reading
Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder, poetry, prose
Tagged anxiety, borderline personality disorder, BPD, depression, empty, poem, poetry, prose, social anxiety
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Pathetic Self Loathing
I think Im getting sick. I think Im going to run myself into the fucking ground, but I dont care. I cant stop. I cant be sick. Theres to much to do and not enough time. Im depressed. Im lonely. … Continue reading
So Much For Progress – Part 1
1st of all, Id just like to say that I feel like a chicken with its head cut off right now. I have way to much to do, and no time. I have 3 separate things that I need to … Continue reading
No Control, No Options
I had a pretty fucked up day yesterday. Well, it wasnt entirely bad, I enjoyed spending time with my family (mom, dad, Jen, Ava, and I went out to eat), but my mood the rest of the day was definitely … Continue reading
Walking the Line
Im worried about myself. Lately I cant seem to tell whether Im coming or going. One minute it appears that I am trying to slip into a deep depression. That I am peering over the edge into the void, and … Continue reading
Seems Ive Been Hijacked
My emotions seem to have completely hijacked my brain, rendering any and all rational thought useless if not impossible. Needless to say Ive had a hard couple of days. I have however, managed to stave off any major “episodes” despite … Continue reading
Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder, Uncategorized
Tagged anxiety, borderline personality disorder, BPD, depression, Dialectical behavior therapy, emotionally unstable, empty, Fuck, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, panic, relationships, self harm, sex, sexual frustration, suicidal ideation, Thought, West Michigan
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Happy Anniversary? Yeah, Not So Much
My neurofeedback appointment (Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan) was at 1:00pm this Monday. That means that I had to get up at 11:30am (may not seem like a big deal to some people, but when you rarely make it to … Continue reading
Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder, Uncategorized
Tagged agitation, anniversary, anxiety, BBC, Bonekickers, borderline personality disorder, BPD, DBT Centers of Michigan, empty, hypersexuality, Michigan, Molly Raaymakers, neurofeedback, Neurotherapy Associates of West Michigan, relationships, sadness, sexual frustration, West Michigan
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