Tag Archives: exhaustion

Life Wasted – Part 2

Posted on April 30, 2012 by

Im exhausted, I dont feel good, and Im highly over emotional at the moment.  The Voice just got over.  I was fighting off tears during the entire show, the minute it got over I broke down bawling.   I want to … Continue reading →

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That Tricky Little Thing Called Trust

Posted on March 10, 2012 by

I didnt have the best day yesterday and Im not feeling real great today, either physically and psychologically/emotionally.  I suppose I should start at the beginning.  I had skills training group (DBT Centers of Michigan) yesterday.  Being that it was … Continue reading →

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Hopeless, No Motivated, Wait No Hopeless, I Cant Make Up My F*cking Mind

Posted on March 7, 2012 by

As you all know Ive been sick for a few weeks.  Well, on Sunday I actually felt a lot better, almost back to normal, so I acted normal.  I think I must have done too much because I woke up … Continue reading →

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Alphabet Soundtrack – A

Posted on March 5, 2012 by

I dont have time to post today, but as Ive said pretty much everyday lately, trying to let myself skip a day of posting is tapping into the obsessive compulsive part of my brain and significantly raising my anxiety.  I … Continue reading →

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Nothing Much To Say

Posted on March 4, 2012 by

Oh my god, I am so fucking obsessive.  I dont really have anything to say right now, but I can not let myself not post.  I was going to do a 30 days of truth, but when I looked at … Continue reading →

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Dexter – Live and in action

Posted on March 3, 2012 by

Still sick, although I am feeling a little better, I think.  Still exhausted, although I did actually get some sleep last night (6 1/2 hours in a row, thats unheard of).  Still depressed, although I did force myself to take … Continue reading →

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Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm

Posted on March 1, 2012 by

Im sick, and Im fucking exhausted.  I dont have enough energy to think straight enough to write a real post.  However, I have been posting every day for a while now, and Im way too obsessive to be ok with … Continue reading →

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I want to give the f*ck up

Posted on February 28, 2012 by

Ive spent most of the evening feeling sick, feeling panicky, feeling like I just want to give the fuck up and die.  I do not want to live in this land of fear anymore.  Ive spent all night acutely aware … Continue reading →

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But I Heard…

Posted on January 21, 2012 by

It happened again last night.  I had another “episode”.  I do not know what is going on with me.  Ive been doing so well lately, no real (at least not major) “episodes” to speak of, for quite some time.  In … Continue reading →

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Causing the Hammer to Fall, the Other Shoe to Drop

Posted on January 19, 2012 by

Last night I fell off the edge of the map a little.  Had a bit of a “episode”.  I was exhausted and I know that had its part to play, but we didnt end up going to bed until after … Continue reading →

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