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My Medical Records, or Why I Hate Doctors
I requested a copy of my medical records from my SSI lawyers office. I got it awhile ago, but didnt get up enough courage to actually look through them until a couple of days ago. I wanted to do a … Continue reading
That Tricky Little Thing Called Trust
I didnt have the best day yesterday and Im not feeling real great today, either physically and psychologically/emotionally. I suppose I should start at the beginning. I had skills training group (DBT Centers of Michigan) yesterday. Being that it was … Continue reading
30 Days of Truth: Day 20
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol http://hope.gr/30-days-of-truth/ Hmm, Im not sure how I want to approach this one. I have a lot of different and somewhat conflicting views on drugs and alcohol. If you follow my blog with … Continue reading
SSI Decision – Partially Favorable, WTF??? – Part 2
A continuation from SSI Decision – Partially Favorable, WTF??? On to the reasoning behind the decision that my lack of work history is due to lack of motivation and not any type of disability. First off, The judge has found … Continue reading
30 Days of Truth: Day 5
Day 5: Something you hope to do in you life http://hope.gr/30-days-of-truth/ There are just way too many things that I hope to do in my life so I think Im just going to post as list of a few of … Continue reading
Posted in 30 Days of Truth, Uncategorized
Tagged borderline personality disorder, eating disorders, Goal, Health, hope, infertility, mental health, Music, recovery, Self care, Singing, writing
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Versatile Blogger Award – Round 2
Today I found out that I have been nominated by littleblacksandals and Snippets and Glimpses for the versatile blogger award, for the 2nd time (yay, go me, lol). Thanks you guys, and everyone, please do go check them out. … Continue reading
Posted in The Versatile Blogger Award, Uncategorized
Tagged anxiety, Blog, borderline personality disorder, Hair, Health, mental health, Shyness, social anxiety
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How I Know My Mom Loves Me
I had kind of an odd experience with my mom yesterday. 1st she asked me if I needed anything from the store. I was totally caught off guard by this, she never asks me if I need something from the … Continue reading
I Can Hear My Rational Brain, but Right Now its Definitely Not Convincing Me
Im sitting here debating on whether or not I want to post. I think I should but I really do not feel like it, so Im going to try and make this brief, but we shall see, we all know … Continue reading
Exhaustion, Shopping and Hot Fudge
Friday, I woke to depression and severe agitation. Toast came home and took the dogs out shortly after I got up, and he was telling about what he had done so far (who he had called and what he had … Continue reading
Posted in Agitation, Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and me, BPD Blogs, Depression, eating disorders, Health, Uncategorized, Withdrawal
Tagged addiction, agitation, agoraphobia, anger, anxiety, Ativan, borderline personality disorder, BPD, compulsive over eating, dehydration, depression, dizzy, eating disorders, exhaustion, Health, hypoglycemia, Lorazepam, Major depressive disorder, mental health, mental illness, Michigan, shopping, sister, slurring speach, social anxiety, Supernatural, weak
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