Tag Archives: mental illness

Mental Illness? Diagnosis? What are your thoughts?

Posted on May 10, 2012 by

A couple of things have happened recently that got me thinking.  Thinking for me, much of the time means posting as well, so now I have a couple of things that I want to talk about.  I was reading a … Continue reading →

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Sex, My Broken Brain, and Shame (or My Sordid Past and How I Got Here) – Part 3

Posted on April 20, 2012 by

A continuation from Sex, My Broken Brain, and Shame (or My Sordid Past and How I Got Here) – Part 2. Finally, the conversation that sparked all of this.  While Toast was at work Tuesday, I read something of a … Continue reading →

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So Much For Progress – Part 2

Posted on February 15, 2012 by

A continuation from So Much For Progress – Part 1. I came into the bedroom and went and sat on my side of the bed.  Toast was sitting on the other side of the bed with his head in his … Continue reading →

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SSI Decision – Partially Favorable, WTF???

Posted on February 7, 2012 by

I finally received my SSI decision on Thursday.  When I saw that it had come in the mail, I was instantly filled with anxiety, fear, and reservations about opening it.  I forced myself to do so anyway.  I opened it … Continue reading →

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Offended

Posted on February 3, 2012 by

I just opened an anniversary card from my in-laws and I find myself extremely offended, and quite frankly a little pissed off.  Toast read it, and said that he tries to just ignore it when his mom says things like … Continue reading →

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Seems Ive Been Hijacked

Posted on January 27, 2012 by

My emotions seem to have completely hijacked my brain, rendering any and all rational thought useless if not impossible.  Needless to say Ive had a hard couple of days.  I have however, managed to stave off any major “episodes” despite … Continue reading →

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But I Heard…

Posted on January 21, 2012 by

It happened again last night.  I had another “episode”.  I do not know what is going on with me.  Ive been doing so well lately, no real (at least not major) “episodes” to speak of, for quite some time.  In … Continue reading →

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Causing the Hammer to Fall, the Other Shoe to Drop

Posted on January 19, 2012 by

Last night I fell off the edge of the map a little.  Had a bit of a “episode”.  I was exhausted and I know that had its part to play, but we didnt end up going to bed until after … Continue reading →

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The Hunter

Posted on January 8, 2012 by

The Hunter hunt me down because I am weak on my soul you must feed build me up to tear me down show me love make sure that I am bound but I cant trust whats in your eyes create … Continue reading →

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30 Days of Truth: Day 6

Posted on January 7, 2012 by

Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do http://hope.gr/30-days-of-truth/ Something I hope I never have to do? Hmmm, let me think on this a minute, thats a hard one.  Im sure there are many things that I would … Continue reading →

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