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30 Days of Truth: Day 7

Posted on January 9, 2012 by

Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for http://hope.gr/30-days-of-truth/ An easy one, finally, lol.  There have been many people throughout my life that have made my life worth living for a time, but this really comes down … Continue reading →

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Monday – My Mind Begins to Melt

Posted on December 21, 2011 by

A continuation from Sunday – The Prelude. I woke up Monday morning and went to the bathroom.  I was surprised to see both my mom and my dad  were present, yet there was an absence of two little girls.  I was … Continue reading →

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10 Day Challenge: Nine Loves

Posted on October 28, 2011 by

Nine Loves 1.  Toast.  I may not always act or treat him like I love him, quite opposite at times, in fact, but I do.  He has been my number 1 love, and best friend for over 15 years.  I … Continue reading →

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Exhaustion, Shopping and Hot Fudge

Posted on October 2, 2011 by

Friday, I woke to depression and severe agitation.  Toast came home and took the dogs out shortly after I got up, and he was telling about what he had done so far (who he had called and what he had … Continue reading →

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Thats All Life Really is, You Know? Pure Hell

Posted on September 24, 2011 by

For a moment it felt like maybe the deep depression that I have been feeling may have lifted slightly.  That maybe, I was headed into a little more of a positive phase, but by Thursday night it had become abundantly … Continue reading →

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Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 4

Posted on September 22, 2011 by

A continuation from Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 3 Jen called Toast to ask what had happened (sure that I had flipped out).  It must have been at the same time that Toast was on his way … Continue reading →

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Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 2

Posted on September 21, 2011 by

A continuation from Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 1 Toast and I sat outside for what felt like for fucking ever.  I was extremely anxious and agitated, my legs bouncing all over the place, rocking back and … Continue reading →

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Dr King is Absolutely F*cking Psychotic – Part 1

Posted on September 21, 2011 by

Oh my god, you guys are literally not going to believe what happened today, but I suppose that I should start at the beginning.  1st, I dont know if I was just extremely exhausted (as in even more extremely exhausted … Continue reading →

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Monday – 4 Makes a Crowd

Posted on September 20, 2011 by

Molly (Nuerotherapy Associates of West Michigan) called at around 12pm to change my neurofeedback appointment time from 2pm to 1pm on Tuesday.  Our appointment with Becky (DBT Centers of Michigan) wasnt until 4pm, so I wasnt planning on getting up … Continue reading →

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I Feel Like Im going to F*cking Break

Posted on September 17, 2011 by

I havent much to share today, so this post should be fairly short (probably a much needed break from my usually very long and wordy posts).  Im feeling extremely depressed, empty and alone today.  I dont think I will see … Continue reading →

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