Tag Archives: social anxiety

30 Days of Truth: Day 30

Posted on May 6, 2012 by

Day 30: A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself I have a lot to tell you guys, but I dont have any time to actually write.  Im posting this (it was prewritten) just because it bothers … Continue reading →

Posted in 30 Days of Truth, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , | 7 Comments

I Need Validation, Thank You to Anyone Willing to Listen

Posted on May 3, 2012 by

I need to vent more about the therapy situation.  Its all I can think about and there are some things that I need to get out.  Ok, I dont know whats going on with Becky, so I dont know how … Continue reading →

Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 36 Comments

The Importance of people

Posted on April 28, 2012 by

I had planned on actually writing something today, but I dropped down to 1/8mg of Ativan.  I decided to do that for a couple of days as opposed to just completely dropping down to 0, in hopes that it would … Continue reading →

Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder | Tagged , , , , , , , , , | 7 Comments

Very Inspiring Blogger Award

Posted on March 16, 2012 by

I have been nominated for the Very Inspiring Blogger Award by The Mirth of Despair.  Thank you very much dear, and for any of you out there that havent yet, go check her out, go on, go. The rules for … Continue reading →

Posted in The Very Inspiring Blogger Award | Tagged , , , , , , , | 14 Comments

I Want To Be The One To Save You

Posted on February 25, 2012 by

I want to be the one to save you beautiful child bright light hidden under a darkness a darkness that I know so well in you I see myself in you I see my hell and I just want to … Continue reading →

Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder, poetry, prose | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 12 Comments

30 Days of Truth: Day 8

Posted on January 23, 2012 by

Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit http://hope.gr/30-days-of-truth/ This one, again, is easy for me to answer.  And again, while there have been many people throughout my life that I could comment about here, … Continue reading →

Posted in 30 Days of Truth, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 4 Comments

Avoid, avoid, avoid

Posted on January 15, 2012 by

Im not in the best of moods today.  Ive had an extra helping of anxiety to deal with over the past few days (since I dropped to 2mg of Ativan on Thursday).  Besides that my birthday is tomorrow, which Im … Continue reading →

Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 7 Comments

Psychic Dreams and the Sadness it Brings

Posted on January 6, 2012 by

The night before last I had a dream that I was a stripper.  The dream wasnt anything special, just that I had gone back to work at Parkway (the club I worked at, although in the dream it looked nothing … Continue reading →

Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | 13 Comments

Glutton For Punishment – Part 1

Posted on December 31, 2011 by

I knew I was going to have to write this series of posts, and I knew that I would be doing it soon.  I didnt know exactly when, because I didnt know how.  Earlier, after Toast left for work, my … Continue reading →

Posted in Borderline Personality Disorder, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 8 Comments

Versatile Blogger Award – Round 2

Posted on December 29, 2011 by

Today I found out that I have been nominated by littleblacksandals and Snippets and Glimpses for the versatile blogger award, for the 2nd time (yay, go me, lol). Thanks you guys, and everyone, please do go check them out.   … Continue reading →

Posted in The Versatile Blogger Award, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , | 8 Comments